Time & Time Again

Class Chalet Was Not All Bad
Its was better than Expected.
there were 5 guitars there including mine
it was fun when the whole gang was there..
then when people started to leave
leaving a few people..
few Couples.
and that feeling just sucks
feeling alone again.
i did not know what to do..
i definitely did not know what to say
I think i may have been a little stupid.
I'm sorry G
i don't know what i was doing.
Maybe i need to stop thinking so much..
i hate what i am..
i hate what i'm becoming.
i got to change..
now..